I'm smiling while telling you to go for it....but on the inside.....

I'm pretty sure everyone has done this, hide their true feelings that is.
Well, some pretty complicated things have been happening in my life and I'm kind of forced to hide my true feelings, for the sake of others' happiness.
You know I've been thinking:

"I know I'm smiling and telling you to go for it and to not worry about me. But on the inside, I feel like I've lost something"

I'll tell you guys about it soon. (:

And yes, I haven't forgotten about posting up the dinner I made, I'll do that soon don't worry.

I'll tell you about my situation after that.

Stick around guys! I need your help!