I'm smiling while telling you to go for it....but on the inside.....

I'm pretty sure everyone has done this, hide their true feelings that is.
Well, some pretty complicated things have been happening in my life and I'm kind of forced to hide my true feelings, for the sake of others' happiness.
You know I've been thinking:

"I know I'm smiling and telling you to go for it and to not worry about me. But on the inside, I feel like I've lost something"

I'll tell you guys about it soon. (:

And yes, I haven't forgotten about posting up the dinner I made, I'll do that soon don't worry.

I'll tell you about my situation after that.

Stick around guys! I need your help!

BEST DAY OF THE YEAR!

I was at home alone with my brother when the door bell rang and......MY FRIENDS WERE OUTSIDE!
Yeah, it was gonna be my birthday in 2 days and since i wasn't doing anything my friends came over and organised a surprise party for me!
It was amazing! I was so happy!
They planned a whole shopping trip and had presents and everything!
I felt so loved!
I was so thankful and grateful!

Has any of you had something special like this?
Remember to be grateful! 

Boredom is seriously killing me!!!!

AAAH~
It's the holidays and i've only really been staying at home and watching anime, drawing and that's about it.
Well, also a bit of cooking.
Sleeping too.
What do you do during your free time?

I might go enjoy some green tea now

Cooking Dinner Tonight

HERRO HERRO HERROOOO!
I'm cooking dinner tonight!
What I'm making is a surprise!
But I'll definitely post a picture for you guys
If it fails.....well, lets just say.....it will be an embarrassing picture that I'm putting up.
I'll do my best!

Forget the 7 Deadly Sins! Think More About The 7 Lovely Logics!

You all must know the 7 deadly sins right?
Lust, Gluttony, Greed, Sloth, Wrath, Envy and Pride
It's important to have the 7 deadly sins, but you know what?
When you're down, forget all about that, forget all about your worries and problems and relax a bit
Then take a moment to read the 7 Lovely Logics

After that, take a deep breath and use your new found logics to get over your troubles :)

It's almost CHRISTMAS!!!!

Hello guys!
I haven't posted anything in a while, I know, and I'm sorry
BUT! I'm really excited because it's almost CHRISTMAS!!! My favourite time of the year!
You know what's weird though?
I have no idea if you'll find this weird but, Christmas here, where I live is in SUMMER!
Is it strange to you? It doesn't bother me at all! I love it!
You excited to get your presents?
I know I am!

Lucky stars...COMPLETE!

Yeaaah!

I finished the present! I think i spent like 3 hours working on it!

Because is had to draw the lines for the strips of paper,

Then cut them all out,

And finally fold them into stars

Then place them into the jar!

If you're curious, then there's 156 stars in the jar! I know right! I doesn't look like a lot but i counted them. The ones not in the jar are extras. (:

It's almost that time of the year!

It's almost Christmas!!!! Kind of!

I've started making a present for my KK!

A KK is the person you are giving a gift to. So how it works is everyone gets a person who they have to give a gift for, and it's a secret until everyone receives their gifts!

So i'm making lucky stars and putting them in a jar! 

I hope my KK likes it!

This is supposed to be something to help your wishes come true!

Suitable for Christmas, no?

 Doesn't everyone?

I know I do... 

YEAAAH! IT'S FINALLY OVER!!

I'M SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW!!!
i've pretty much finished all of the tests and assessments for this year!!!
But i've still got another week of school left...and i have to say....the last week isn't going to be a walk in the park.
Yeah, the school still has walls for me to climb over. sighs~
So how have you been? The year's almost over!

Oh yeah i finished my last test today! phew! It was easier than i thought, but you never know.
huhuhu success!

Are any of you having a hard time?

 Here's a quote to inspire you guys and lift up your spirits!

If you're feeling down or if you're struggling in some way, just remember,

if you sit and do nothing, do you think it will get and easier for you?

No!

It's your life..

So, take it into your own hands and DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT

You have people who will help you and support you.

Don't say you don't have anyone!

Because all of you out there have me at least. (:

Freaking spider scared the living daylights out of me!

Saaave meeee!

AAGGGHH!
Tomorrow I've got to do life saving in sport and it's going to be sunny!!!
It that good? Hell no!
I secretly want the life saving to be cancelled.
hahaha well, it's not exactly a secret.

I was hoping it'd rain so then it'd be cancelled. siiiiighs~
Actually something pretty funny happened based on this.
We have a life saving carnival next Monday and.....well, based on what I've heard half of the class isn't going just to skip the carnival! HAHAHA

Sunshine! Sunshine!

It's so freaking hot today!!!
Is that a good thing you ask?
Well, yes. Yes it is a good thing.
I loooove summer! I love it to bits! Hey, some people might disagree with me, but everyone has their own opinion.

Went to the beach for geography at school today! It was kind of pointless really, but it felt amazing being in a different environment!
What's your favourite season?

aah....
that's right...
i forgot...
that you weren't here with me anymore...

My guy friend!

So, you know the guy friend I told you about in my last post?
Well, he's my childhood friend and he's the only guy I'm close to (when I say that, I mean he's the only one I talk to).
We used to go to the same primary school when we were younger, but then he moved and I didn't see him for 7 years! But then the beginning (or middle-ish) of this year he found me on Facebook, and yeah, we talked and eventually I got to see him again! After 7 years! I was so happy I could die!
He used to live really close to me, it would've taken 3 minutes to walk to his house. Now, he lives quite far to me, it takes 30 minutes to get there by car, I can only talk to him through Facebook and I don't really see him much.

This song totally says it all, how I feel that is...

Note: I apologize for the swearing

Have you ever felt...

Have you ever felt really lonely before, I know most people probably have.
I am so lonely now, I want my friend to talk to me but, he hasn't really been talking to me. I not sure if something wrong or not. I duuno he's just always really happy.
either way, I miss him. I'm lonely.

Do you guys like pictures that i take in real life or pictures like this better?

Some Inspirational Words, From Me, To You

Hello Guys!!!

I've got a quote for you!

"Never say good bye, always say see you again"

Yeah, I was surprised when I saw this too......

cause I realized that it was

Kanade and Yuzuru! from Angels Beats!

But it's Kanade with brown hair

So...I'm really confused
How do you tell if someone likes you or hates you?
My friend she's a bit of a sadist and well, we were pretty close, but lately she's been kinda aggressive towards me. Well, she says she hates me and that she was gonna hit me and stuff. But then later she's telling me to be near her and that I'm such a good person.

I'm just....so confused
I don't really know how to act around her.
Well, I'll just be myself for now.

Yep! This is Natsu from Fairy Tail!

*SCREEEAM* WHY YOU SO CUTE?! WHY YOU SO EXPENSIVE?!

Do you guys ever buy clothing or things online?
eBay is probably the most well known online shop.
So anyways, my favourite brand of clothing is Liza Lisa and it's a Japanese brand, so I can't actually buy it here in Australia, but I occasionally (okay, maybe occasionally is an understatement) go on the online website and check out the clothing. The clothes are soooo expensive! But I saw these really cute boots that I really really really really REALLY want to get!

Cute aren't they?

And no, it isn't winter here, in fact it's the end of spring. But still! 

Guess how much they cost?

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nope go higher

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believe it or not, they cost approximately

AU$145!!!

Okay, to some people it's pretty cheap, my friend would think this is cheap she gets her shoes for over AU$1000!!! 

Yep....it's a sad story of my life....I will never get these shoes

Aaah my baaaaack!

Hello!

How are you all today? 

Well, I seriously hope you're all feeling better than me!

Hahaha 

I think I slept in a really weird position or something last night because I woke up and went to school feeling like a grandma! My back was sore, my arms were hurting and my legs were aching!

Well, actually my legs were aching because of yesterday's sport class at school. So we went to the beach for it, and my friend and I were really excited for it, so instead of jogging for the warm up, we full on bolted the whole way! Then we did some really hard core running!

Now, I'm sore all over and I can't complete my scheduled workouts. Oh yes, I follow Blogilates and I do Cassey's workout calenders. I suppose that's a story I'll tell you guys another time!

Please Smile Everyone!

How are you all?
Hope you're all feeling, great, energetic, bright and bubbly!

I want all of you to smile when you're on my blog and I want everyone to look forward to see the things on my blog. So, I need your help for improvements. Please give me some ideas on how to improve my blog. The things I should add? Well, whatever to make you guys happy!

Please comment below or you can e-mail me here : hareikki@hotmail.com

Keep smiling! I hope to hear from you all!

Should I? Or Shouldn't I?

I've been thinking about making myself a Qooh.me account.

I'm not sure how many of you know what this is exactly, but basically, it's a website that would let people ask me questions anonymously. I thought it might help you get to know me better or, you know, to say hello!

Would you like it if I got myself one? I'll share the link if I do get one so you guys can ask me questions!
So, should I? Or shouldn't I?
Please comment your reply and thoughts!

I went to the city again today! And ate......dun dun~ this green tea ice cream with strawberries, mochi and mango pearls!!! I had forgotten to take a picture when i bought it, but when i realized it was already somewhat eaten! I must sound crazy because it was so cold today and i ate ice cream! It was 2 degrees celcius! Eh, it was nice so oh wells yeh?

Look i also found some daifuku! I forgot what kind it was but it had vanilla ice cream in it and red bean! It was so yummy! 

I'm going to see my friends tomorrow! And also to try and find a smaller size of this dress!

I one i bought is too big! So i'm hoping to find a smaller size tomorrow! It's my last hope! Wish me luck!

 

Fruit salad japanese crepe i had in the city! It had kiwi, strawberry, ice cream, banana and cream! You can't really see them though

Ate more sweets! I love green tea ice cream!

Green tea starbucks this time!

Isn't this dress pretty?

My aunty made these! Don't they look yummy?!

Went bowling with my cousins! It was really fun! I won 1 game! 

The guys played this shotting game after!

This place had desserts that looked really yummy!

A few days ago while i was gardening my mum found this frog in our backyard! You see it?

A picture of fireworks from this year's New Year Festival! I took this picture, looks good yeah?

The moon is so big tonight!
It looks yellow too!
And looks like this!

I got nominated for class captain today! I actually really want to be it. But i doubt i will.

I don't talk much so.... People don't really notice me. Oh wells i'll be happy knowing that i got nominated

Waaah~ 

This morning was so cold! Like freezing! There was ice on my dad's car and on the grass too! Look! 

Cha-chang!!! You see it? The droplets are frozen too by the way

Close up view! See it now?

And this is on top of the car!

I want to try and make these honey lemon slices! ヾ(＠^▽^＠)ﾉ

I was thinking of making them today or tomorrow, depends on when I can get some fresh lemons. I asked my friend and neighbour if she would would give me some, but she hasn't replied yet. (ノД`)・゜・。

They will be really good to eat after my basketball game on Saturday!

I'll post some pictures once I've made them! （○゜ε＾○）

so.......tiiiiiiiiiired!!!!!

AAAAAAHHHHHH~
I've been so tired lately! Well, it's kind of my fault though  ᕙ(⇀‸↼‶)ᕗ
Cause I've been watching Naruto Shippuden at night so i end up sleeping really late, when I have to wake up early for school!
I should try and get more sleep before my eye bags get darker